Entry II: Selfishness

Do you know what it's like?
'Cause I feel like you don't, you know?
I've been trying to get you to, but
I guess you'll never understand, sure
Selfish fuck

Yeah, I guess it's my fault
Sure, no, blame me, I'm the issue
Right? But, like, we both know I'm not
'Cause, even if I really was
You're the one who gave me
All of these things to work with
Y'know, none

I've tried, you know? But it's... hard
I've gotten past it, mostly, somehow
But, eh, still a few kinks to work out

At least it doesn't affect my friendships!
Oh, wait, it does

I tried, didn't I?
But did you?
No, you didn't

But... I... guess
I gotta give you some credit
It's not totally your fault

But, come on
I know you tried, sure, a little bit
Come on, just-
Try a little harder!

I've been trying for eighteen years
And where's that gotten me?
Not very far at all

But... uh...
Look, I don't hate you
I just...
Really wish you tried a little bit