I Hope She's Patient

If we're both bouncing back from something
And ain't neither of us go for the rebound
Whose court is the ball in
If this is something I've been patient with
And what we got is still toxic
Do I fall out or stay patient
And have faith this is still a love I can fall back into
With you my boo
With you my boo

You make me feel less lonely
And got my heart locked up in place
Not knowing where to go from here
Damn, I hope she's patient
Not knowing where to go from here
Damn, I hope she's patient

You're the one who made the decision to dip out
Out of the blue
Should have listened to the red flags everyone was pointing out
Started thinking too much into it
Because you left without giving me reasoning
What could I have done differently
Got me bugging out
No, I don't want to hug it out
I Been working on clinging to past emotions
This pointless past drama you been dragging out deserves a standing ovation
Head shaking back and forth so much
You would have thought I was the brother with the concussions
My selfishness skipped over all these life lessons
Looking at my reflection
But I can't clearly see the image looking back
Put that shit back on rewind
Looking back, I want to take on all that stress back
Lately been wasting time taking too many shots
Shit, how many was that
Maybe I should start bringing cash
Instead of charging a tab with money that I don't have
Maybe then I wouldn't be wasting so much time sobering up in the parking lot
Come here to get fucked up so much
It feels like I got my own parking spot
Bartender knows my name and know the color of the debit card I got
At least she know my name, though
Started feeling saucy, feeling talky
Ashamed of the pain that you brought
Ashamed of the pain that you brought

You make me feel less lonely
And got my heart locked up in place
Not knowing where to go from here
Damn, I hope she's patient
Because of all the shame that you brought me
I can't confront it
I never been to space
If I did, I'd never be the same
Damn, I hope she's patient

It's been hard to let go lately because the place that I'm in
Rules I set for myself long ago that I'm about to bend
Can't worry about the could have, would have, should have been
Thoughts I can't control and things I'd do to make that back bend
My chick bad and she needs some good loving
New to this
Don't want to burn bridges if we start fucking baby
Don't nobody want to see us together
But I want to make love right now
Tell you that you're beautiful
And smack that all on the floor right now

You make me feel less lonely
And got my heart locked up in place
Not knowing where to go from here

I was out doing me
I really wasn't searching
My past was so recent
And I was tired of hurting
Never thought I'd start treating girls like a savage
All the situationships I was putting in energy to salvage
Twenty-two
Never thought I'd make it when I was younger
I lived a little more free when I caught the vibe of the spell you put me under
But I should have been more wise
And understand what you were bouncing back from
Didn't know you were still going back and forth
Stuck in the middle like Malcom

You make me feel less lonely
And got my heart locked up in place
Not knowing where to go from here
Damn, I hope she's patient
Because of all the shame that you brought me
I can't confront it
I never been to space
If I did, I'd never be the same
Damn, I hope she's patient
Damn, I hope she's patient