A Letter To My Inner Child

So don't you go
In your imagination

Are you caressing
Calling me a blessing
Why do I feel comfortable
It's almost overwhelming
Almost overstepping
No choice but to let me
Forget the pain of lust
I've tripped
And now I'm sinking

Ripped away from feelings
Stripped down from concealing
Gripping so relentless
Now I'm sitting on the ceiling
Worldly causing fleeing
Diving into dreaming
Of another place that I call home
I'm trynna reach it
No where left to go now

No where left to run

It was way too cold out
(Too cold)
So call before you go

(Before you go
Before you go
It was way too cold)

He wore the fabric of reality
Then deconstruct the seams
Of how God designed the time
Inside the concept of these things
That seem to flee me in my dreams
I've come close, let this go
Because it all means everything
But it means nothing all at once

I craved to be the man
To save the boy that I once was
Who became the swinging sword
Of my inner child untouched
I'll protect until I can't
Victim into love
Me and God are gripping hands
While I'm singing to up above

Call before you go
It was way too cold out

(Meets inner child inside of my head)

Do not mind me
I've been taking my time
I know it's confusing
I know you're not useless
So please try to use me
Please don't ever let me go
Or lose me
Please God do not confuse me