Purpose

Pacing, trying to stay in my station
Hope and bright opportunities new to me got me elated
Write my self doubt a eulogy grabbing clay just to shape it
Till I feel more in tune to the man I think I'm creating
It's alright if your view of me looks a little bit shaded
I've dealt with it for ages, ain't no choice but to claim it
All my loves keep on losing me to the pit of my anguish
I thought they'd have no use of me I'm removed from my angels
Still it's true, I make it do what it do indubitably
Doing too much, it's only one but need fewer of me
The music is rough
Wait till I fuse with all my muses till its use is shown beautifully
I only seem to be around when people have uses for me
I wonder if my focus on the "I" might reduce what I think
Isolate emotions that I'm failing to use when I think
Pains coming through the nerve of you I removed everything
Couldn't self soothe hand me the juice I'll abuse everything
Finally coming to and terrified I might lose everything
Tired, refusing to sleep
This beast this dog big bad wolf reduced to a sheep
Following steps all of humanity's doomed to repeat

Yeah
Remember what you're here for
Don't forget it
Remember what you're here for,
Yeah

Winning my game but feel like I'm losing again
Why am I looping again
Seeing the same flaw in my action then do it again
Nothing like gaining hope for the future then losing your friends
Singing the same songs and psalms I'm due to repent
Aren't I the cause of my calamity loose in the wind
Some strange tragedy manifest from my hubris and all the focus I choose not to spend
Instead squandered wish I was laundered renewed once again
These wounds are temporary all just a bruise to the skin
All just a cut to the epidermis
I'm hurt for sure and these crowds make me nervous let's cover up I'm reclusive again
Hard to find worth in yourself when you feeling useless again
They told me I'm somebody I ask where's the proof of it then
Thought my path was clear and then it took some unusual bends
Running past the tears I shed remembering Jo Jo and them
Life was speeding fast now I just feel like it's slow-mo again
Gave me perspective to see my loved ones and hold on to them
You'll never doubt how I felt about you as long as you live
Recognizing life ain't really fair but still honor exists
Rhythm was off for me I feel like I'm back on it again
I'm feeling stronger again
Playing wholeheartedly 'cause I finally wanted to win
Feel my ambition helping me reach for what's perfect again
Promise I'll never stop till the day they won't hurt us again
Spirit so close to death in the depths let me surface again
Got to look further within
I got a job to complete I'm seeing my purpose again
I'm seeing my purpose again
I'm seeing my...