Something Better

How do I know
If it's closure that I need?
When we feel so comfortable between things
But it's not fair
The tone you take and how you see me, yeah
And the way you make me feel so guilty

There's nothing that you could've said to make me stay
'Cause even when you're here, you still feel miles away
Talking to your ex, say it's my mistake
And I'm the one who says, "Baby, it's okay"
To punish me when I was unavailable
When you started a fight but now your bed is cold
You're staring at my makeup on your pillow
In a minute I'll be there though

But even when you hold me
I'm afraid to tell you that I'm lonely
There's nothing left to talk about
But even though I know we're bad together
I don't think that I want something better
Hold me
And tell me that you don't want something better

Tell me why
When I'm sad, it makes you happy
And I'm drawn into your gravity
And it starts to feel exactly like it was
So you take space to keep the distance, mm
To give me something to keep missing

There's nothing that you could've said to make me stay
'Cause even when you're here, you still feel miles away
Talking to your ex, say it's my mistake
And I'm the one who says, "Baby, it's okay"
To punish me when I was unavailable
When you start a fight but now your bed is cold
You're staring at my makeup on your pillow
In a minute I'll be there though

But even when you hold me
I'm afraid to tell you that I'm lonely
There's nothing left to talk about
But even though I know we're bad together
I don't think that I want something better
Hold me
And tell me that you don't want something better

Oh
That's just the way that it goes
Loving someone you don't know
Oh
And maybe sometime down the road
I'll be ready to let go

For now, can you just hold me?
Even though I know you'll leave me lonely
There's nothing left to talk about
But even though I know we're bad together
I don't think that I want something better
Hold me, yeah
And promise me you don't want something better