Christmas Vacation Blues
Day after Christmas it's
December 26
I'm at my parents house and
I just feel like shit
I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know why
If I'm here for one more day
I think I'm gonna die
I don't know what I'm doing here
I'm all alone
Except for the other three people Inside my home
I need to get away
Be on my own
Then I'll get better and
I won't be so alone
I don't wanna go to jail
Or get suspended from college
Or have my apartment searched
Don't want to sit
In solitary confinement
Because I'm transgender
I don't know what to do with those thoughts
What to do with those things
Because I know that they're probably
Not gonna happen just yet
But I'm thinking about them
I'm so fucking anxious right now
I don't know what I'm doing here
I'm all alone
Except for the other three people
Inside my home
I need to get away
Be on my own
Then I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get aaaaaaaaa
I need a car that doesn't cost $3000 to repair
And when I get back home I need somebody waiting for me there
Everything is so expensive
Everything is so expensive
Everything is so expensive
Why does it cost so much
Everything is so expensive
Everything is so expensive
Everything is so expensive
Why does it cost so much
December 26
I'm at my parents house and
I just feel like shit
I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know why
If I'm here for one more day
I think I'm gonna die
I don't know what I'm doing here
I'm all alone
Except for the other three people Inside my home
I need to get away
Be on my own
Then I'll get better and
I won't be so alone
I don't wanna go to jail
Or get suspended from college
Or have my apartment searched
Don't want to sit
In solitary confinement
Because I'm transgender
I don't know what to do with those thoughts
What to do with those things
Because I know that they're probably
Not gonna happen just yet
But I'm thinking about them
I'm so fucking anxious right now
I don't know what I'm doing here
I'm all alone
Except for the other three people
Inside my home
I need to get away
Be on my own
Then I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get better
I'll get aaaaaaaaa
I need a car that doesn't cost $3000 to repair
And when I get back home I need somebody waiting for me there
Everything is so expensive
Everything is so expensive
Everything is so expensive
Why does it cost so much
Everything is so expensive
Everything is so expensive
Everything is so expensive
Why does it cost so much
Credits
Writer(s): Cyprus Hartford
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