Looking Back
I've been thinking about girls in the past that came close but no cap would be cheating
I remember the lies I believed and the truth wasn't always a secret
But I never did go for the good ones, the bad ones were always the reason
I was flexing and changing the way that I lived just for one night of pleasing
I need it
I can't
Run around with the same ones
I know that I make
Too much of a scene when they all come my way
Strip clubs all the time with the broski
We ain't
Leaving this lifestyle we made
Looking back on life
I can see it
(I can see it)
All the lies you told
Were the reason
I was dreaming
I left all I had for the demons
(For the demons)
All I found was lost hope and bleeding
How many times are these women going to come around taking advantage
How many lies can they say in a row without us understanding
These people don't love you they love what you're doing and they want to manage
Scheming is happening around me every day and I'm starting to panic
So damaged
I can't
Run around with the same ones
I know that I make
Too much of a scene when they all come my way
Strip clubs all the time with the broski
We ain't
Changing this lifestyle we made
Looking back on life
I can see it
(I can see it)
All the lies you told
Were the reason
I was dreaming
I left all I had for the demons
(For the demons)
All I found was lost hope and bleeding
Take away
The pain
This place
Too many memories
Heart break is killing me
You left so instantly
I didn't even mean it
You know that
And now I'm sleeping with these women I don't even know
It's summer outside but inside me it's starting to snow
I pray
Someday
I'll recover from this pain
Till then tell them go away
Looking back on life
I can see it
(I can see it)
All the lies you told
Were the reason
I was dreaming
I left all I had for the demons
(For the demons)
All I found was lost hope and bleeding
I remember the lies I believed and the truth wasn't always a secret
But I never did go for the good ones, the bad ones were always the reason
I was flexing and changing the way that I lived just for one night of pleasing
I need it
I can't
Run around with the same ones
I know that I make
Too much of a scene when they all come my way
Strip clubs all the time with the broski
We ain't
Leaving this lifestyle we made
Looking back on life
I can see it
(I can see it)
All the lies you told
Were the reason
I was dreaming
I left all I had for the demons
(For the demons)
All I found was lost hope and bleeding
How many times are these women going to come around taking advantage
How many lies can they say in a row without us understanding
These people don't love you they love what you're doing and they want to manage
Scheming is happening around me every day and I'm starting to panic
So damaged
I can't
Run around with the same ones
I know that I make
Too much of a scene when they all come my way
Strip clubs all the time with the broski
We ain't
Changing this lifestyle we made
Looking back on life
I can see it
(I can see it)
All the lies you told
Were the reason
I was dreaming
I left all I had for the demons
(For the demons)
All I found was lost hope and bleeding
Take away
The pain
This place
Too many memories
Heart break is killing me
You left so instantly
I didn't even mean it
You know that
And now I'm sleeping with these women I don't even know
It's summer outside but inside me it's starting to snow
I pray
Someday
I'll recover from this pain
Till then tell them go away
Looking back on life
I can see it
(I can see it)
All the lies you told
Were the reason
I was dreaming
I left all I had for the demons
(For the demons)
All I found was lost hope and bleeding
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Writer(s): Caleb Whitaker
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