I Can't Be Around Myself

I know you said you're okay
But these mood swings get in your way
And stability is not a possibility
When you can't be around yourself
(...)
I ran to forget about lust
I drank to forget the color of your car
I hid so nobody could ask
I smoked when I wanted to talk
I said things I didn't want to say
I hurt the ones that I love
It would be nice to forgive myself
But maybe we both should sing along
Maybe we both should sing along
(...)
I know I'm not okay
And this position is hard to maintain
And stability is not a possibility
When you can't be around yourself
I know you think I'm okay
Cuz I'm happily drunk and I stayed
You know I can't say no to you
I know that you never cared

Some things I will hide
I'll keep them at the back of my mind
I'll keep listening you talk about your ex
If that helps you find your way
I said things I didn't want to say
I hurt the ones that I love
It would be nice to forgive myself
Maybe we both should sing along

I know I'm not okay
And this position is hard to maintain
And stability is not a possibility
When you can't be around yourself
I know you said you're okay
But the kind of life you don't want
Keeps pushing its way
It's complicated
I know why you get jaded
You can't be around yourself
(...)
I know I'm not okay
And these mood swings get in my way
And stability is not a possibility
When you can't be around yourself
I know you think I'm okay
Cuz I'm happily drunk and I stayed
And vulnerability is the only possibility
If you want to be around yourself
Vulnerability is the only possibility
If you want to be around yourself



Credits
Writer(s): Juliana Chaves
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