Masquerades (Live)

Dissect my heart, I messed up hard
I checked the start, I set the bar
I did not meet, I kissed defeat
My history, no mystery
I never missed a beat, it's mist I cannot see
Temptation say ven aqui
I see the door where is the key?

I tried to open up but you see that I'm closing up
My hope was stuck
I'm in the midst of broken stuff
Walk over shells, splinters I'm trying not to step
It was piercing through my shoes
I wasn't right, but now I left

Tied up, my soul was laced
Many things was intertwined
Puppet master was the role I tried to play within my mind
String attached, pulling me from way behind
Brought the scissors in, cause I had to cut the li-

Sentence fragmented, independent clause
I'm asking what's the cause?
Now I'm affected
Won't egg me on I'm too eclectic
Mind scrambled I ain't fried
Said a lot of things but I never lie

Lying in my bed
Staring at the ceiling like I have deep feelings
Taking steps, recovering being stepped on
I called it healing
I was told as a child to be a head not the tails
I'm ahead of the snails
Salt thrown can never prevail

I can't post too often
I'm posted by the wall, a poster child
For being the person who 'posed to be vocal
And hold a smile
Time to drop the act
Ironic my heart cold, but now I'm heated
Stand tall
I can't ever sit unless the throne is where I'm seated

Feel like I'm in too deep, Satan want me depleted
Got me thinking about what's the deal (Anxiety, Panic)
I'm thinking about self deleting (What are you going to do?)
It wasn't no treat, trying to go back to retreat-
(You share too much)
Now I feel like it's too much I'm revealing
Damn!

Only get one time to make a first impression
Already pushing them away
You go to the depths of my depression
It was way too immense for me to mention
Ugly side revealed when I vent
I need an intervention!

In due time remember that the mask we wear fades away eventually

The sacrifice of losing time
With the option of losing highs in the function
We fooling guys with the punctuation
A straight line to the point watch the retaliation
These voices speak confrontation
Validation from the former warrior
Stretched off from the shores of euphoria
I should've paid attention
Paid times with due times
I never reached the empire it reached overtime
Shot clocked with the step back it was due in time

Who am I?
Is the question concerning your wealth
Aye verb its showtime to show yourself
I hope you get it
The remedy of confessions
The enemy is your lesson
Your hallucinations be messing with your mind
Drug induced rhymes got you feeling criticized
Cross country just know it's going to be a long ride
Stay running don't engage too much in the far side
Cause if you reaching them laser going to burn from the dark side

I hope you get it
From the mentor view of my writes
It gets better, stay true to the grind
Whatever sets your highs
Don't ever go blind from your sights
Just improve the scope with every accomplishment
And dot the sh
Mad insane will block your own consciousness

I guess I came off just a little bit too aggressive
Feeling X'd out, examining my expression
My experience, made example of
I'm too extra
Exercise saying no, it was too expensive
Exactly, if it cost my peace
Exact change needed
No copper to want to cop a piece
Suicide prevention but I'm killing off the parts of me
Blood in the canvas, made my art from me

Would you still love me if it weren't for the masquerades?
Would you still care for the deeper meaning that's portrayed?
Secrets that I want to keep for my natural grave
Still an antihero to my core
Stop acting like I have to save
What you have to say?

Learn if I don't like location I don't have to stay
Trying to learn game, yours I don't got to play
They in love with the masquerades, that's ok