Highs & Lows

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Yeah, yeah, yeah

It was mustard seed I was living on
I ain't really vibe with the vibe they was giving off
Lacking social, I seen clocks tick and tock
Looking back certain things that I miss a lot
Reflection from a past life, they told me learn me a lesson
I look at God like I ain't earn me a blessing
In the coral I was raised, had times where I was stressing
But I kept my color, in the heights and through the gutter

Many hours away from mother, lord knows I love her
Telephone communication was an easy cover
Knowing deep down, I ain't got to say it often cause it's implied
But I should do it more to make it look like I tried
I hate that I'm a lover sometimes because I love to fight
Loving darkness when I really need to be in the light
But I'm walking by faith and not just the sight
I'm thinking 'bout the many times and many nights
People don't know just how many times that I cried

Children who believe, uh
All God children who be
I don't sing you know
Aye, yeah yeah yeah
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Grown man but with faith of a child
Calmed down from my younger days, my actions was wild
If someone wanted smoke, trust it wasn't mild
I promise I been a man of peace for a while
Actions was vile, quite ruthless
To this day, it was hidden blues people still clueless
Figured sharing for these feelings was quite useless
I realize that mentality was quite stupid

I had to go, keep it g, I never really liked the polo
It was the times in the hoodie that I was riding solo
Up and down like the use of a yo-yo
Can't back down, y'all must've thought I was pollo
Vegetarian, but you could use a leg, or use the drumstick
None of your drums stick, flows worse than nothing
Daily I'm finding the perks of rapping over percussion
It ain't really up for discussion

All God children who believe
No prostitution, I was down on my knees
Locked in, but I'm finding the key
Blindside, yeah now I could see it
Took a 360, I got new perspective
Yeah I'm thinking about everyone coming behind
I can't start neglecting
Really it was these flows I want to start perfecting

But I'm trying to perfect myself in the eyes of God
No leash, but I got that bite I feel like a dog
Don't get it backwards, I was rocking with the Lion of Judah
You say you want me to win, you really lying you Judas, huh

I don't really need that energy
Praying that God with me protecting me
Adidas on who checking me?
No diamonds my biggest flex was peace
Everyone want to be extra
Treating y'all just like Alexa
I turn it off, I ain't gonna use
I'm starting a series, something new
I ain't Lil Yachty got so much to prove
Going ballistic y'all better move
I'm starting to get in my groove
Watch out for the phone when I'm in the booth

Pen and paper but my notes was dangerous
Ideas that gonna make the dream famous
Watch my tongue, yeah I can't be tasteless
I can't go out so shameless