Something To Believe In

Your name's been coming up in my dreams, pushing me back to you
But you don't want the person I know I've become
My brain, a mess that bits and pieces of you stained
Making all of the wrong moves
Letting you pass right through

I saw that light in your eyes again
And my anxiety kicked in
'Cause it's not me
That makes you feel this good anymore
I want a break from all this thinking
So I disassociate from this basement
But I'm still singing

I'm still trying to catch my breath
I thought that you were something to believe in
I'm still trying to catch my breath
I still want you to be something to believe in

Come up and change my scenery
My sycophantic identity is clashing with society
Making me a mess inside
I miss your personality
Dominating all the scenes in
This wrong time, right place reality

I'm still trying to catch my breath
I thought that you were something to believe in
I'm still trying to catch my breath
I still want you to be something to believe in

(You make my head hurt in a good way)
(You pull me in with your gravity)

Hungover from your words
What a blurry image of who I don't wanna become
Sick of writing down and writing down and writing down the lyrics to the same old song
And this one, and that one are the
kinds of thoughts I think when I'm catching my breath
The kind of things I see when I'm laying my head
On the bathroom floor, full of good intentions so I've thought thus far

I keep finding you in all the wrong places,
Your face and the light from the car radio playing
But my hand won't sit in yours anymore
I've been told it's the art of erasing
Letting go of you
I never told my truth
You may have asked but not for me
Just for your skin and what lies underneath

I'm still trying to catch my breath
I thought that you were something to believe in



Credits
Writer(s): Jonah Ausbun
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