Goodnight, For Now

No sunrise, no surprise
To rest your eyes
You went to sleep alone last night
All pissed up and barely breathing

Just say when and we'll go then
Something for our heads
Another dose will keep us steady
Another five and we'll be fine

Nestled tight by my side
No sunlight
In the dark all by ourselves
We hide away so no one can find us

Good morning, my glory
It's so boring
But I have my drugs, I have my woman
Our bright eyes fuzzy but we see clearly

Like methadone you kill the pain
But I still crave real heroin
My only fear is going alone
I love you to death, but I'm dying
I need to go and leave this place for any chance of living
But we both know, don't we darling
I'm too far gone to catch my pace

I've had it, of this habit
My casket is the only place I sleep alright
Even with the spins, I'll be alright

In mourning, for-warning
My story is not the fairytale you're use to
It's just veneer set to distract you

I'm sinking down in my own shell
Trapped in my head in my own hell
The only way I'll make it out is to come out and face the sound
But I'm way to scared to turn back now
Reality is so fucking loud

So I scream and shout to drown it out
And medicate to numb myself

I scream and shout and wave my arms
To get attention and sound alarms
But nobody cares about my wellbeing
So I'm giving up, I'm leaving



Credits
Writer(s): Cam Gillies
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