Purgatory

I fear he has a different plan in mind
I don't mind
Think it's fine
I just think i need some time
Need some time to adjust
I should've just discussed
Will he break my bed or did i just break his trust

And i tried to be upfront
But it just didn't fucking work
Cause she told her fucking friends
And now i look like a jerk

It's my bad being honest
It's my faut she took a perc
She made up a fucking story
And now i look like a perv

In the end they found out
And they ware actually really nice
But i feel i pay the price
For living my life twice

Look at old pictures and i cry
Why is it a roll of die
For some basic human rights

I make everything in my head so big
Everybody hates me
Why was i born with a ____
Why was i spawned with this body
I just wanna be a shawty
Don't like being sexualised
So why do i even fucking bother

And my sister call me brother
But the other call me sister
And i got a new letter
It refers me as a mister
Put my mind back in a twister
Cause all men are tryna kiss her
And that makes me kinda bitter
Cause im what im tryna achieve is fucking neither



Credits
Writer(s): Noa Bruininck, Valerie Leaderoftheitu
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link