All of This Madness

In all of my anxieties
I can feel pressure coming down
And I just want to feel like I'm not drowning
Under this weight that's got a hold of me
And all of this uncertainty
I can't catch a breath when I'm awake
Or in my sleep
Just want to find a way out
Of all this madness

You stay coming around
Claiming all your space
Hanging over my head
Reign among the clouds
Soaked and dampening
Weighing down on my steps
Always popping in when convenient
With that stone inside of your chest
Preying on the opportunities, causing havoc
While I'm clenched inside of your grips
And every so often
You're a good thing for me
Pump blood but you leave me bleeding
In disguise with that smile on your face
And the red on your lips got you attention seeking
Made your mark inside all of our stories
Seeking out your unwanted glory
Stay intrusive, but you're never sorry
So I'll say goodbye, but I know you're following

In all of my anxieties
I can feel pressure coming down
And I just want to feel like I'm not drowning
Under this weight that's got a hold of me
And all of this uncertainty
I can't catch a breath when I'm awake
Or in my sleep
Just want to find a way out
Of all this madness

I've been trying to deal with all your bullshit
Bringing all the weight for me to move it
Entering the conversation too quick
Overstay your welcome
Causing all of the confusion
Moving a piece of the puzzle in your tool kit
Whip it out when you feel that it's the most convenient
Break me down every moment that you see fit
Wore me out all the way until my wit's end
Energy-draining and emotionally spent
Got me talking in circles, never know how to quit
Why does every conversation have to start with an if?
And I ain't got the slightest clue of how to deal with your fits
But the fact is that I know that you care too much
You're persistent because I know you're scared of loss
And every time we're going through it, I just want to give up
But when I battle struggles, it'll be the two of us

In all of my anxieties
I can feel pressure coming down
And I just want to feel like I'm not drowning
Under this weight that's got a hold of me
And all of this uncertainty
I can't catch a breath when I'm awake
Or in my sleep
Just want to find a way out
Of all this madness

Here we go again locked in unwanted spaces
Taking deep breaths while we're losing sensation
Trapped in our thoughts with some kind of conviction
Of all this madness
Here we go again locked in unwanted spaces
Taking deep breaths while we're losing sensation
Trapped in our thoughts with some kind of conviction
Of all this madness