Over N Over

I was 14 my brother stopped me from committing suicide still see it in my eyes

Sipping Codeine drowning in that puddle somewhere you could hide
Slowly realizing this shit could've been you and I
I was 14 my brother stopped me from committing suicide
Scenarios play in your head where you die over and over
I said we here for a good time not for a long time
We say this the last time but it was the wrong time
Maybe you're the right girl that fell in love with the wrong guy
I know that we don't speak no more and that's the way that it gotta be
My brother dead and gone but sometimes I still hear him talk to me
My momma overseas I get too high every time she calling me
She miss her only son I see her crying and she fall asleep

Puddles on a pillow
I can't shed no tears but my songs cry an instrumental
I love smoking the woods but I'm still into cigarillos
When I was young wanted to ball like Jeremy Lin my bro an all star like Carmelo
Used to wish upon a shooting star now brodie shoot if you look odd fellow
This glock keep it on safety
They talk it cannot phase me
I popped it drive them crazy
Rolling off rocks not tasty neither is alcohol
But I'd rather feel something than feeling nothing at all

Sipping Codeine drowning in that puddle somewhere you could hide
Slowly realizing this shit could've been you and I
I was 14 my brother stopped me from committing suicide
Scenarios play in your head where you die over and over
I said we here for a good time not for a long time
We say this the last time but it was the wrong time
Maybe you're the right girl that fell in love with the wrong guy
I know that we don't speak no more and that's the way that it gotta be
My brother dead and gone but sometimes I still hear him talk to me
My momma overseas I get too high every time she calling me
She miss her only son I see her crying and she fall asleep

I can't give you all my time working baby on my grind
I cried when my little brother died broke my fucking heart and spine
Made me think of homicide I gotta get my momma right
I fucked up 100 times I'm high on drugs another night
I love that girl but I don't treat her right I know somebody else will
And I'm popping all these pills cause I don't know how to deal
With all the pressure I gotta measure
All these meds on me and I am on several
Risking my life for the chain and gold medals
Off the syrup shit was a blur don't wanna remember

Sipping Codeine drowning in that puddle somewhere you could hide
Slowly realizing this shit could've been you and I
I was 14 my brother stopped me from committing suicide
Scenarios play in your head where you die over and over
I said we here for a good time not for a long time
We say this the last time but it was the wrong time
Maybe you're the right girl that fell in love with the wrong guy