Self Sabotaging

High conscious, the tide arrives
You don't believe me I see it in your eyes
Feel like a fool, but I guess it's no surprise
You can't understand me, wish you could see my mind
Either feel I cant suffice, or I'm filled up with pride
And I'm not bipolar, I looked up all of the symptoms in my past time
I think that I ignore, all the bad signs
Self sabotaging, at it's finest
I feel comfort in pain and every crisis
I realized that I'm walking through a dark tunnel
It donged on me that I don't care where the light is
Let me walk in my vices
Let me walk in my vices, please
Let me walk in my vices
Let me walk in my vices

I see you cry and my heart is slowly dying
I lie to myself and say it'll be alright
Every time I drop a song I'm hoping its my time
I'm hoping I could fly and shine and just survive
God's grace on my side so I can't give in to violence
Can't support the lying twisted ideologies
You're not chasing a bag, that is idolatry
My own vision, ain't nobody that I'm trying to please



Credits
Writer(s): Ted Mugisha
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