the final chapter

I know I was the one that left you
Cause you broke my heart the first time
But I forgave you and we got back
Still I, I should've never let you
Out of my sight but not out of mind
Cause now you don't want me anymore

The blame's going back and forth
I'm in my room caught up with thoughts of you
Cried to my dad but I can't tell him
Why I'm painted ocean blue

A part of me wants you back
But I know it's not worth it
A part of me longs for you
But I feel so exhausted
A part of me misses you
But I know I gotta find myself again
A part of me's holding on
Though I know you've already
Let me go

Why can't, can't I stop wondering
I would be laughing for a second
The next I'd be crying
It's so quiet
But silence has never been so loud
And it's driving crazy, can't stop thinking
'bout all of the broken promises

Everything seems familiar
Brings back memories
Of what used to be
Trying to let go of the worries
Cause I want to be set free

But a part of me wants you back
But I know It's not working
A part of me longs for you
But I feel so exhausted
A part of me misses you
But I know I gotta find myself again
Still a part of me's holding on
Though I know you've already
Let me go

A part of me has regrets
Cause some words left unspoken
A part of me feels alone
Cause you're not here right by my side
A part of me wanted you
To know that you have never left my mind
Thought it was just you and me against the world
Guess not
Cuz I'm dancing all alone
Now I'm on my own

A part of me wants you back
But I know it's not worth it
A part of me longs for you
But I feel so exhausted
A part of me misses you
But I know I gotta find myself again
You're still in my heart
But now I know it's time I finally
Let you go



Credits
Writer(s): Paris Phoebe Yuza
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