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Honestly, I don't know what state I'm in now
Being stuck in this room all the damn time
Not knowing whether I exist or not
Just moving swiftly like a motherfucking ghost
Not even once did I think to myself
Always worrying others, wasting time right out
I never realized I'm looping myself
Not until my best friend reminded to me
Never found any soul inside my heart
Working too much late into the night
Not eating anything til the end of time
Sometimes I skipped the entire week
I thought I was a normal human being
Acting like everybody else in this world
I guess I'm different, I ain't the same
I'm just acting like a moody little kid

Today, November 10th is my last day of work
Never thought I say that after 2 years but here we are
I feel tired, and so depressed from being stuck inside
I try to go outside but instead, I say goodbye

Always depressed, no cure for that
Crying 12 hours a day no fucking cap
No memories of my childhood
Just of myself with nobody else
Even my phone doesn't know who I am
It's always saying some random ass shit
I don't even bother turning it on
Cuz then it's won't understand my feelings at all
Why did my life had to be so rough
Never asked for it but here I am now
Going through karma day in and day out
Not knowing when I am normal again
Stressing my health to the fucking max
My bank is rich but will I use that?
Money ain't my fucking solution
It has to be something else right now

Today, November 10th is my last day of work
Never thought I say that after 2 years but here we are
I feel tired, and so depressed from being stuck inside
I try to go outside but instead, I say goodbye

Today, as of November 10th, is my last day at work
Never thought I say that
After 2 years
Yet here we are
I feel tired
Depressed
and sometimes lonely from being stuck inside
24 hours a day, 7 days a week
I try to go outside but most of the time, I be making up excuses
I even forgot about me turning 17
How do I feel now?
Tired
I just wanna lay down and rest my worries

Goodbye



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Writer(s): Hiếu Nguyễn
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