Perfect Life (field recorder version)

Today I just went home and cried
I don't know, not gonna lie
For some reason the past few days
Felt a bit heavier and I'm scared
It stays
I pretend to not know
The people I see in the street
So I don't have to put on a smile
For everyone I meet
And I'm scared it stays

I know
We'll get outta here
One day
But I'm so tired
Of fighting back
Everyone's negativity
And I shouldn't feel sad
Look at me
I'm living such a perfect life

And I hate my body
And the way it looks
Friends who constantly talk about losing weight
Are not doing any good
And I'm scared it stays
Stop expecting me to be
That optimistic just because
That's how I've always been
But what if for once
I'm scared it stays

I know
We'll get outta here
One day
But I'm so tired
Of fighting back
Everyone's negativity
And I shouldn't feel sad
Look at me
I'm living such a perfect life

I try to tell them I'm not okay
But no one listens anyway
To all the things I have to say
'Cause we're all having a rough day
I try to tell them I'm not okay
But no one listens anyway
To all the things I have to say
'Cause we're all having a rough day
I try to tell them I'm not okay
But no one listens anyway
To all the things I have to say
'Cause we're all having a rough day
But look at me
My life's perfect, do you see?



Credits
Writer(s): Astrid Hirzberger
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