My Mother Says She's Proud of Me

(Yeah)
I'm getting my bands
Women are loving me
My art is getting out there
It's premiering, and (respect)
My mother say's she's proud of me
So shout out to her you know
(Beautiful, yeah)
So, thank you

I've got this feeling in my gut
I'll never change
I feel like throwing up
And I can feel it in my lungs
From all from smoking
When I run I wish I'd give it up
Think there's a party on tonight
Later maybe you'd like to come?
Because I need to feel the crush of bodies
Other than my own

Our faces flush it's such a rush
To feel like maybe I'm okay for once
Your touch is all I have to fall back on
But it's so tough to need that much
When all I want is to want nothing at all

Hold you close like it's the end of time
We don't move much but the feelings nice
And I'll feel lost soon as the morning hits
The comedowns quick when you're expecting it
It all felt easy back when we were kids
And now I know the script by heart

I was never under an illusion of grace
And I'll carry my resentments till I'm gone
It's so hard to be together and it's so hard moving on