Groundhog Day

You know that I'm not stupid
And I know that you're not blind
Gonna fall asleep before the sun comes up tonight
Starting over every time
Inebriation is your scapegoat
Staying clean was always mine
The temperature is rising
You're freezing and I'm lying
I just don't see the point in trying to let you fix the mess I am
Giving all of me for none of you
I know the stakes and you do too
Convince myself there's nothing to lose but my carpool from the city

Cause you don't see me 'till I'm halfway out the door
You let me waste your time and I think that's why I don't hate you more
You remind me everyday we're on a dead end street
Then I forget, such a shame
That everyday just happens to repeat

The alarm is set but quiet
I'll only wake to military grade
I know your routine because I see it every single day
Still a conscious choice that I make
Your intentions are deceiving
I'm staying now you're leaving
And sure as I'm not breathing we're back at square one in the morning
I'll flee the state, the country next
Bombs at baggage claim cause no one checks
Fluorescent fire, procession now
My coffee's still not strong enough somehow

Cause you don't see me 'till I'm halfway out the door
You let me waste your time and I think that's why I don't hate you more
You remind me everyday we're on a dead end street
Then I forget, such a shame
That everyday just happens to repeat

I'm working overtime tomorrow
To cover the expenses of my pride
Hysterical insomnia grew up into feeling like
You'll love me
before the sun comes up this time



Credits
Writer(s): Adelaide Young
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