Should I Should Have

Maybe I'll wake up
From this tiring race against sleep
In ten years realizing,
That I'm now old
Not sure I'll be glad that I lived
Until this point without asking
A few questions,
Or if I'll be devastated, too late to get acquainted
With the notions of future and compromise.

Will I wash away the mistakes of my youth?
Or will I build a world on them?
Will I wash away the mistakes of my youth?
Or will I build a world on them?

I won't give up the basing of my decisions
On as much of a choice as possible
But I struggle, I am torn between the world and my own will
A fear of commitment and being let down
Cause it's not about, not growing up,
It's about how future should not be giving up

Will I wash away the mistakes of my youth?
Or will I build a world on them?
Maybe I've wasted my young years
Or will I build a world on them
All I want is no end
To me feeling uncertain



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