Midnight

Do you know what can make me feel so alone
Do I know who I want to be when I'm grown
Yeah yeah
Doesn't it feel like home
Yeah yeah yeah
Doesn't it feel like home

I'm alone now
I've gone home
I'm getting to myself but it goes slow
Thought I had it figured out now it doubt it
This is my time to grow
And I don't want help this is all me
I'm feeling sorry for myself what I don't need
Most of you will never even know the real me
To be honest that shit kills me yeah
Drinking down a bottle to forget about the real me
I been having trouble understanding what I feel like
Problems I'm creating for myself that's the real fight
Staring in the mirror I don't know who this is like
And it used to feel so great
Take it back how I've been living it day to day
Everyday spend wasted with people up in my place
But when I'm done I don't want them to stay no no

To be honest I'm just being honest
Maybe that's the biggest problem
I been lying to myself
I've been hiding from my friends
It's been weeks since I sat down and called them
From here on out I'll be better
I'll say it to myself write it down this a letter
To all dear friends I got left to my mom to my dad to whoever

I'm getting angry at myself because of how I am living
Some shit I did can just not be forgiven no
My life it feels stuck in this position
Fucking up decisions when I talk but I never really listen
I feel I can't console myself
It's time to point out that maybe I'm not doing well but
At least I got change
Know this shit something I can work on everyday
Know I be myself I'll do whatever to make me feel better
I'm looking for love while I don't know who I am
And it's grey out but won't blame this on the weather no
And bear with me cuz I know that I can
And maybe I am little bothered by my regret
Leave me feeling so alone when I forget what I had so
This is my time
I can let it poor like it's rain in the sunshine

Do you know what can make me feel so alone
Do I know who I want to be when I'm grown
Yeah yeah
Doesn't it feel like home
Yeah yeah yeah
I said I never really feel like home



Credits
Writer(s): Lucas Vroegindeweij
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