Self Medicated (feat. Jay Bales)

Take me back to reality
To a universe I used to see
I never felt to at home
Slowly losing gravity
But I can't let it slip away from me
I traveled down my darkest road

And I
Self medicated alone
Alone
And I
Self medicated alone
Alone alone

I don't know where I am
Don't know where I'm supposed to go
Where the fuck do I begin
Ridin solo bout to lose hope
I learned it's every man for themselves
In this dog eat dog world
Tomorrow isn't promised and the promises they never keep em never keep their word
They say keep friends close keep your enemies closer
If your friends get too close they gone switch up and try to take over
I used to play two sports to keep my brain off the weight on my shoulders
But it turns out life's a bitch and she's heavy whatever way you try to hold her
And I
I been thinkin bout what my life is coming to
What is my place
What is my purpose
I'm balancing 17 things like a circus
Everything that I do I make sure that it's worth it
I don't plan it out I just go with the flow
You can't change what you can't that is something I know
I'm on my own planet just take off and go

And I
Self medicated alone
Alone
And I
Self medicated alone
Alone alone

You know nowadays niggas ain't authentic
You know my soul my flow from the dirt
Niggas really mad that I came up wit it?
That's how the dice roll I still hold what I earn
Why you tell another man what he do and don't deserve?
Skip em like Uno cause I had to take his turn
You can't play wit flames and think you ain't gettin burned
Every time I take an L it's a lesson that I learn
Word
What you heard?
Everything that glitters ain't golden
It floats to the surface
No way that shit worth it
I don't know if it's workin
I ain't tryna be perfect
I know them clowns around you nigga
I know they act a circus
It's all on the table I'm a surgeon
Got my head wrapped like a Persian
With a face mask like I'm purging
Cause I don't want no corona nigga
That Crown Royal is perfect
I'm like why the fuck is the room spinnin
I'm just goin in circles
I caught a break no accidents
Cause what God do was on purpose
Self medicate to ease the pain
It don't never go away
I'm just tryn get thru today
We hurt ourselves then feel betrayed

And I
Self medicated alone
Alone
And I
Self medicated alone
Alone alone



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