fly off the handle

Spent ten years hoping my luck change
Brave face to the word, I'm screaming fuck pain
My hope laced with my fears, I had to duck shame
My fears laced with my anger, I had to take blame
I been begging for peace, begging for freedom from my
Inner demons I needed someone to feed em, now I
See my evils I'm trying so hard to leave em behind
Meditate on my hatred I feel it creep in my mind
Your love is holding my peace hostage
I don't need you no more, I feel exhausted
The accusations, you tell me that I'm too caustic
I feel amazing, but I know what it costed
I see your anger, and I know you exhausted
Wishing that I wasn't a stranger, you think you lost it
Wonder what you did, when I know you can't solve it
I was just a kid, when they got me involved

I'll admit
I fly off the handle just a little bit
Pressures sneaking up on me, I pray my mind won't ever split
Full of doubts, went a different route, I became devout
Gassing up myself because it drowns the other voices out
Pray to God, praying for patience to pay my parents back
I know that they gave it up so I would always be on track
Ain't enough, I do what I want, I said fuck the rush
Everyone I know gave up their dreams, I do it for us



Credits
Writer(s): Viren Fernandes
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