Pain Thru Melodies

(Pipe that shit up Tnt)

This is a song I wrote
My pain heard threw melodies
Keeping shit in for real
I cannot hold it for eternity
This is a song I wrote
My pain heard threw melodies
Keeping shit in for real
I cannot hold it for eternity

Can't comprehend what
I've been thru
Get the block dizzy
When I spin through
I ain't tryna be the goat
But I'm him to
Thru all the fake shit
I've always been true
The pain I feel
I've been feeling since a kid
Can't describe what I'm feeling
But it's filling to the lid
All my scars tell a story
From the shit that I lived
Broke bread with my niggas
Times I didn't much to give (Ayo)
Hard to talk about
All them long nights
Days filled with stress
Mama I'll be alright
Been hurting, been crying
Shit hasn't went right
Took them L's like a G
Now it's off to new heights

Cuz now I see
It's my time to shine
Still haunted by the pain
I've put to the side
To the neck about pain
It's my way to hide

This is a song I wrote
My pain heard threw melodies
Keeping shit in for real
I cannot hold it for eternity
This is a song I wrote
My pain heard threw melodies
Keeping shit in for real
I cannot hold it for eternity

I can't hold it in
I can't hold in (I can't hold in)
If I do I swear I might explode again
I ain't even got a towel
I can't throw it in
And I can't go again
I just want to feel free
I'm just doing me
Ya I'm just doing me
And I'm gonna be (I'm gonna be)
What I wanna be
My pain and melodies
Is a dream that's haunting me
Ion even gotta tech
Cuz we don't need no referee
And you can't even see
I think you must be blind
You spending all your time
In your head looking behind
You living in the past now
The past now
I'm tryna get cash now
The cash now
We running to the bag now
The cash cow
Funny how they act now
Don't back down no

This is a song I wrote
My pain heard threw melodies
Keeping shit in for real
I cannot hold it for eternity
This is a song I wrote
My pain heard threw melodies
Keeping shit in for real
I cannot hold it for eternity