Good Enough

If steady feels like this
I got it all wrong
'Cause all the good days
Get taken away
When my head turns on

If steady goes like this
Then why do I feel
Like I'm on my knees
Screaming for peace like it's no big deal?

Is this just the way it's su'posed to be?
Why's everybody happier than me?

I've been wearing these losses
Too long
I price'em out like diamonds
It's a problem
It's so hard to feel good when
I'm numb
I just wanna feel good enough, good enough
But what the hell's good enough, good enough?

How can I see roses
And only feel thorns?
It never makes sense
When everyone says
The world is yours

I guess maybe I'm broken
Or maybe I'm torn
On who I once was
Who I wanna be
And how I was born

I've been wearing these losses
Too long
I price 'em out like diamonds
It's a problem
It's so hard to feel good when
I'm numb
I just wanna feel good enough, good enough
But what the hell's good enough, good enough?

I don't know how to be who I am
Steady grounds never been my best friend
I don't know how to let myself win
Feels like I'm living in quicksand

I don't know how to be who I am
I know I've never been my best friend
I don't know how to watch myself win
When a loser's all I've been

If steady feels like this
Yeah
If steady goes like this
Then

I've been wearing these losses (I've been wearing these losses)
Too long (too long)
I price 'em out like diamonds
It's a problem
It's so hard to feel good when (it's so hard to feel good when)
I'm numb
I just wanna feel good enough, good enough
But what the fuck's good enough, good enough?

I don't know how to be who I am
I know I've never been my best friend
I don't know how to watch myself win
When a loser's all I've been

How can I see roses
And only feel thorns?
How can I see roses?