Insecure

Baby, it's not you it's me
Insecurity
Down, down, down
But just know

Honestly, don't wanna tell you the truth
But my insecurities making you very confused
I just walk away cuz I got nothing better to do
But honestly lately I been feeling lesser than you

You take a awhile to reply and my jealousy blooms
Overthinking that maybe someone's messaging you
I been stuck for too long in this envious glue
Don't wanna show you my true colors, I got devilish hues

I got a bad habit, and I just can't hack it
Hold on to grudges always get it as fuel
Composing fake issues to get me in the angriest mood
To feel energy exploding when I step in the booth, shit

I want peace but I cause war
I lost my inner peace so I rob yours
I know it's not fair, don't think I do not care
I'm just tryin'a deal with all these thoughts here, yeah

Baby it's not you, it's me
This damn insecurity
Always tearing me down, down, down
But just know

That baby it's not you, it's me
This damn insecurity
Always tearing me down, down, down
Yeah

Maybe my mind is simply fucking with me
Yeah, that ain't nothing new
Feeding me unnecessary jealousy and trust issues
Then there's another part of me that says that I should listen, I'm dismissive
It's saying that I shouldn't fuck with you

It doesn't sound like jealousy
Nah, its more like a hunch
More than just just my brain talking
I feel it in my gut
I'm really stuck
Cuz I don't know if that's the truth
Or the seed of insecurity is growing out some roots

Ok, hold up
Maybe I'm overthinking
No wait, oh fuck
I just don't know the difference

There ain't no gray area for my way love
Either I trust you with my life
Or I just don't trust you at all

I hate this feeling of treason like I've been cheated on
When I ain't even been treated maliciously at all
At least not by lovers in the past let me clear up
The one who fucked me up always looks at me in the mirror, damn

Baby it's not you, it's me
This damn insecurity
Always tearing me down, down, down
But just know

That baby it's not you, it's me
This damn insecurity
Always tearing me down, down, down
Yeah



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Writer(s): Sam Claudio
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