Unsent Letters

You can't prepare
For something like that
It's hard to make amends
With what should have been

These letters I've never sent
Were written inside my chest
I'll never get back
The peace of the past

I never really had a doubt
But I guess you had your reasons too
So I've carved my skin to mark what's left inside
I had no use for your pity
But God could I have used your smile
Indifference hurt more than all the treatments combined

Oh I understand
None of us asked for it
But I guess I still can't
Overcome the way you ghosted me there

I never really had a doubt
But I guess you had your reasons too
So I've carved my skin to mark what's left inside
But I still haven't buried it down
I had no use for your pity
But God could I have used your smile
Indifference hurt more than all the treatments combined

How can I trust?
(Never trust anyone again)
How can I trust?
(Never trust anyone again)
How can I trust?
(Never trust anyone again)
How can I trust?
(Never trust anyone again)

How can I trust anyone else?
If everyday I still go back to it
I was so numb I failed to realize
Doubting the ones that only wish you well
Is always worse than being deceived again

Just know that I wish you nothing but the best
None of this was written for revenge
I just needed the extra oxygen

This is my strange way of saying...

Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye



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