Apathy

With words unspoken, hiding my fears
I feel disdain for the face I feign
Masking emotions, it's stained my brain
Constantly question, if I'm insane

But how do you sleep on beds of glass
Serrated shards of your self esteem
But who do you see in restless dreams
Visions of someone you used to be

I'm scared of you
you know it too
Afraid of you

I can't escape who
I thought I outgrew
I can't be set free
I can't be me
Just leave me be
Give me your apathy
Don't hate me
Don't break me
Just let me
Be free

With words of sadness, and silent tears
I feel the anger, I feel the fear
Internal hatred, break from it's strain
Constantly question, if I'm okay

But I know I won't fail
But I'm scared I'll cave
I run for safety
I'm not that brave
Can you help me
Can you see
This ugly thing
I'm scared I'll be

I can't escape who
I thought I outgrew
I can't be set free
I can't be me
Just leave me be
Give me your apathy
Don't hate me
Don't break me
Just let me
Be free



Credits
Writer(s): Nicholas Ross
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