How I'm Feeling Now

Will you forgive me if I'm coming off a little bit obtuse?
Well it's been a minute now, since I have had to tell the truth
I know, I can, I won't
Suppose I thought that by this moment I would have it figured out
But instead, I tend to spend my days consumed by seeds of doubt
I know, I can, I won't

Oh darling, it goes on and on, and on
Always forever 'til I'm barely holding on
End of my tether, and I know it won't be long
It won't be long 'til it's gone

So here's to my beautiful life that seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
On and on and on, on and on and on
On and on and on, on and on and on
Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow"
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now

I try to tell myself my best days are the ones that lie ahead
But I'm always looking back on things I wish I'd never said
I know, I can, I won't

Oh darling, it goes on and on and on
Always forever 'til I'm barely holding on
End of my tether, and I know it won't be long
It won't be long 'til it's gone

So here's to my beautiful life that seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
On and on and on, on and on and on
On and on and on, on and on and on
Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow"
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now

I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah, but I'll get there
No I won't lie, I'm a mess, yeah, but I'll get there

So here's to my beautiful life, it seems to leave me so unsatisfied
No sense of self, but self-obsessed
I'm always trapped inside my fucking head
On and on and on, on and on and on
On and on and on, on and on and on
Said, "Thought I'd be happier somehow"
If you were wondering how I'm feeling now



Credits
Writer(s): Thomas Andrew Searle Barnes, Benjamin Alexander Kohn, Peter Norman Cullen Kelleher, Tobias Macdonald Jesso, Lewis Marc Capaldi
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