Alive

I keep on falling
Till I hit the ground
The last thing I hear is
A deafening sound
When I wake up
I can't sleep no more
I keep asking questions
I'm not happy anymore

I can't believe I'm still alive
Sometimes I feel as if I'd died
I can't believe I'm still alive
Sometimes I feel as if I'd died

Bright days and blue skies,
Birds in the air,
On top of the mountain,
Feel the wind in my hair,
Is this the freedom,
I've been looking for,
What do I have to change,
I'm not happy anymore

I can't believe I'm still alive,
Sometimes I feel as if I'd died,
I can't believe I'm still alive,
Sometimes I feel as if I'd died,

I never meant to hurt you
Or anybody else,
It's just that I don't know,
If I'm in heaven or hell,
Feels like there's a black hole,
Sucking me in,
No rays of sunlight,
No sounds of violins

I can't believe I'm still alive,
Sometimes I feel as if I'd died,
I can't believe I'm still alive,
Sometimes I feel as if I'd died

I can't believe I'm still alive,
Sometimes I feel as if I'd died,
I can't believe I'm still alive,
Sometimes I feel as if I'd died,
Sometimes I wish that I had died,
Sometimes I wish that I would die.