Spanish Street Signs

Waking up and making some coffee and
Tomorrow I may eat like a king
But today I'll curb my appetite
With wonder bread and nicotine

Sitting outside smoking cigarettes
Watching as the planes fly by
Hoping and praying she will forget
All the times I've done her wrong

I'm driving down the road so lonely
Hoping no one hears me cry
Trying to get there, but don't know where I'm going
'Cause all these damn Spanish street signs

It's been months since I seen my family
I hope that I can make them proud
For letting go of all of my vices
And all the things that kept me down

Some days I feel like quittin' but
I don't want to let you down
So I try my best to stay positive
But it's hard without you around

I'm driving down the road so lonely
Hoping no one hears me cry
Trying to get there but don't know where I'm going
'Cause all these damn Spanish street signs

Try to sleep when I lay down at night
But thoughts of you they dance in my mind
Cross my legs and I try to meditate
But I can hear the neighbors outside

Got up to yell through the window but
I fell down a rabbit hole
Twists and turns that go on forever and
I get lost wherever I go

I'm driving down the road so lonely
Hoping no one hears me cry
Trying to get there but don't know where I'm going
'Cause all these damn Spanish street signs