Hate it (Different) sped up

Why you acting so different I notice
Saying that you love me, but won't ever show it
Then you go and say that you hate me I know it
Addiction does empower me I never chose this
Then you go and tell all your friends that it's over
Never telling me no I'm not getting closure
All of those thoughts of us growing older
Never did I think that your love would be torture

Falling for your tricks I was never even special
Why you always lying to my face, like It's incredible
All those times you told me that you love me wasn't genuine
Girl I love you so much every time you're scared you hold my hand

Looking at our pictures then I fell in love again
Why you always capping baby know you didn't feel the same
Know you didn't feel the same way I guess I'm the one to blame
Holding me accountable know you'll always hate my name

Giving me fuel I'm a make it to the hall of fame
Stacking up my racks I will never ever be a lame
No you're not in the frame I'm drawing a new picture
Really saw you in my future now you can not fit there

And I'm taking all these pills
And I'm looking for a thrill
Hoping I can finally deal with all these feelings
Girl you finally helped me heal
All these aches and mental ills
I've been hiding my real feels it's been killing me
In the morning I got feelings pouring
Pour a purple cup knowing it's the wrong thing
I just wanna numb my feelings
Knowing it'll kill me
Knowing it'll end me

I got ten racks hiding my real feelings
Freestyle shit when I walk into the building
All this weight on my shoulder body building
Why you playing games Fortnite towers tilting

Why you acting so different I notice
Saying that you love me, but won't ever show it
Then you go and say that you hate me I know it
Addiction does empower me I never chose this
Then you go and tell all your friends that it's over
Never telling me no I'm not getting closure
All of those thoughts of us growing older
Never did I think that your love would be torture
Falling for your tricks I was never even special
Why you always lying to my face, like It's incredible
All those times you told me that you love me wasn't genuine
Girl I love you so much every time you're scared you hold my hand



Credits
Writer(s): Nickolas Quisenberry
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