Colorless (feat. Parley)

Had to learn in this world money isn't everything
Wakin up sweatin from such an evil dream
It isn't what it seems
I know you fuck with me
But you buggin me, stay up off of my team

You ain't stop buggin me
My life ain't what it seems
I could write forever brain won't clear
my mind ain't what it seems
But you stay under me
You won't stop wondering
Where i been, bitch how you been it's like i gained an enemy

My mind been suffering
Three shots won't feel a thing
You knock me off my grind
You on me fantasy
Two years too long for me
I numb my thoughts with ease
One time without you and i'm dark seems ive done plenty

My life in living color
Could you imagine me
You see me down the line happy as i could be
Cause I've been living colorless
I push myself to lengths
Nobody i could meet
Can see the pain in me

Five blunts I'm way too deep, im losing track of time
It's not just what you see I spend up most my nights
The way she kissin me under the neon lights
She livin colorful but still i'm black and white

You push me you push me
I'm on the edge
The pain that you accept
It seems i can't reject

You rookie you rookie
My devil said
Your mind is his to get my heart is all that's left

You cant seem you cant seem
To find your peace
So come into my mind i'll give you what you need

You want me you want me
That's all you said
Don't leave my mind alone i'll dig into my head

Cause I can't seem to crawl my way up outta here
I may have dug my way too far in me it's clear
But I won't give you the time I need no i wont fear
Without you my heart stays black my blood stay full my dear