Waves

Truth be told
I don't wanna stay
I don't wanna go
I feel out of place
I don't feel at home in my own skin
I'm sinkin
It comes in waves
And as for today
I'm drownin
In a Sea of emotions too vast to contain
I know better than to be
Comfortable, vulnerable
With the voices in my head
But I'm only human and I'm still learnin
How to keep myself from fallin into cardiac arrest
Caught up in my web again

Bangin my head against the wall
Spiraling out of control
Wonderin what it's all for
It's awful I don't know
How can the world see me
When I don't see myself no more
Gimme that sweet relief
In any vice that I can score cuz

Truth be told
I don't wanna stay
I don't wanna go
Caught up in my web again
Stuck inside my head again
It comes in waves

Life is a game of tug of war
I'm caught up in the undertow
Pushin & pullin & pushin & pullin me
Farther away from shore
I bruise my heart just to leave it sore
To know that I can still feel at all
One foot in one out the door
I can't help but fall for

Every single line I'm told
Every single lie I'm sold
Here we go again
Here we go again
Can't take another day If
There is just no way out

Truth be told
I don't wanna stay
I don't wanna go
Caught up in my web again
Stuck inside my head again
It comes in waves

Takes all I got just to keep my cool
Playin like I got nothin to lose
Doing my best just to maintain
Feels like I'm goin insane
I am my worst enemy
Fallin' apart at the seams
I live somewhere in between
Ignorance and clarity

Caught up in my web again
Stuck inside my head again
Caught up in my web again
It comes in waves



Credits
Writer(s): Celia Das
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