The Way I Want

I guess this how it is
This how I'm created
Might not be related, oh
To differences in views
The reason for my attitude, oh

It's what I loved before
Is it my lack of focus?
Did you even notice?
But who am I to blame?
Maybe it's the both of us

Push it to the side, I know
I'm probably overthinking
It's what I imply, I know
But now it's not convincing

You've had this feeling
I've had enough of
Pretending it's working
When it's been a handful
I am afraid of
The reason remaining
Is that I ain't built to love the way I want to

You've had this feeling
I've had enough of
Pretending it's working
When it's been a handful
I am afraid of
The reason remaining
Is that I ain't built to love the way I want to

I guess this how it is
Once or twice before you
Hasn't been restored since
No amount of resist, I predict that
Accepting it is how I admit

Who was I before?
Did I lack emotion?
Did I lack devotion?
I got myself to blame
Have I always been this way?
Push it to the side, I know
I'm probably overthinking
It's what I imply, I know
But not it's not convincing

You've had this feeling
I've had enough of
Pretending it's working
When it's been a handful
I am afraid of
The reason remaining
Is that I ain't built to love the way I want to

You've had this feeling
I've had enough of
Pretending it's working
When it's been a handful
I am afraid of
The reason remaining
Is that I ain't built to love the way I want to
(Want to)

I ain't built to love



Credits
Writer(s): Cheska Cruz
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