Summer 2019

I'm here, gone out of my head in the back of the bar
Still thinking 'bout what you said, front seat of my car
We can't change, can't behave, out of night, out of line

I feel like dying in this bar
In the bathroom, I look at myself
Can't see me without you 'cause you know me
You know me so well
At least that's what I've been telling myself

When I should be sleeping, I'm trying to fall
'Cause I get so scared, you don't know me at all

Now we're here in your childhood house
You're not hearing me out
Hate that it has to be me always bringing us down
You say that it's okay, we're gonna make it, everything works out

I feel like dying in your house
On your couch where we used to make out
For hours and hours, we'd be fucking around
Laughing out loud, but just look at us now
We've never been further

But you know me, you know me so well
At least that's what I've been telling myself
When I should be sleeping, I'm trying to fall
'Cause I get so scared, you don't know me at all

When you break it down
You freeze up while I'm freaking out
With all the clouds around
It's never been clearer than now