Ever Since That Day

We had to force it
Our lives splitting ways
It was love then
My eyes ain't the same when you saw them
One faze one more day
It won't solve it
No
Arguing often
Never did till I caught y'all was talking
What you did with intent damn I lost it
Ever since on defense every topic
Ugh

Ever since that day
I'm clearly nothing what you want
I'm insecure and not enough
I gave you every kind of love
I felt secure with every touch
I swear to God you were my drug
But he came came easy for you then
You felt feelings more times ten
And for a minute you'd pretend
That it was him behind instead
The way you'd play it in your head
When it was me on top the bed
I could see it in your eyes
It's a feeling you can't hide
Guess our story didn't last how we planned it
And now you're gone

I shoulda called it
Way back when
When you'd kiss me less
And text me your exhausted
Damn It made no sense
But you felt so tense
Now look at what you costed
Couldn't help yourself from taunting
And you parents begging nonsense
She's young don't got a conscious
Ain't her fault you know I lost it
Moved away got an apartment
Caused you pain cuz I just wanna
Make you feel the same
The way we feel we played our games it costed
What we had
I'm getting nauseous
Thinking bout how you were talking
All this pain and now we're gossip
How'd you say I was the problem
Everything from when we started
Down the drain straight to the bottom
Miss those days back then in autumn
But for you forget em hu

Ever since that day
I'm clearly nothing what you want
I'm insecure and not enough
I gave you every kind of love
I felt secure with every touch
I swear to God you were my drug
But he came came easy for you then
You felt feelings more times ten
And for a minute you'd pretend
That it was him behind instead
The way you'd play it in your head
When it was me on top the bed
I could see it in your eyes
It's a feeling you can't hide
Guess our story didn't last how we planned it
And now you're gone