Sadness Is Magnetic

I can't remember the last time I thought about nothing
My mind runs so fast that my heart can't react, now I'm bummin'
I can't remember the last time I looked in the mirror
And left with a smile, yeah it's been a while
Sometimes I drive so fast my heart sinks
And in the moment I swear I don't think
Don't blink or it'll be over
Don't blink or it'll be over
Don't know where I read it
Thoughts can be prophetic
Guess that it's poetic
Sadness is magnetic
I created hell on earth in my mind
I'm the only one crying
I'm the only one trying this hard
Stood in the driveway watching another girl look at you
She doesn't know about me or the shit that I put you through
You say you love me but I wouldn't blame you for leaving
If you get tired of making me smile
Sometimes I pace my breath, just breathe air
And in the moment it feels like a prayer
It's rare, don't let it be over
It's rare, don't let it be over
Don't know where I read it
Thoughts can be prophetic
Guess that it's poetic
Sadness is magnetic
I created hell on earth in my mind
I'm the only one crying
I'm the only one trying this hard
I'm in my head
I'm in my head
I'm in my head