Quiet

I hate myself for what I'm feeling
And I pace my room and talk to the ceiling
I bet it's really tired of my shit

Will somebody just tell me why I say I'm fine if I don't mean it
Like a little white lie will stop the bleeding
Cause even I get tired of my shit

So I get quiet
It's like this sadness in my bones and I can't fight it
And all these monsters in my head
They keep me quiet
Still trying to make myself feel something
But I'm afraid if it's not painful I can't write it
So I get quiet

Shouldn't I be stronger
Like they said I would
Just how much longer
Do I have to feel like this until im good

And I pace my room
And scream at the ceiling
And I can't believe I put up with this shit

So I get quiet
It's like this sadness in my bones and I can't fight it
And all these monsters in my head
They keep me quiet
Still trying to make myself feel something
But I'm afraid if it's not painful I can't write it
So I get quiet

It's like this sadness in my bones
And I cant fight it
And all these monsters in my head
They keep me quiet

Still trying to make myself feel something
But I'm afraid if it's not painful I can't write it
So I get quiet



Credits
Writer(s): Cara Madras
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