Xan

Uh
Lack-lack-lacking all emotion cuz I'm fucking broken
I've been breaking all the way down down from erosion
Sip-sip-sipping on that purple potion
Yeah we make it flood like an ocean (wait what?)
I been seeing colors unknown to humankind
My perspective realigned
Don't wanna be alone when I die
Oops wait never mind
Put my life on the line
I can see the reaper reaping up
Everything I sign
Put my name on the page
Put my brain in a cage
Staring down the barrel of a twelve gauge
Ain't no way ima die of old age
Live fast dying young for the rest of my days
Pocket full of scripts, red eyes and the split lips
I was real high bumping misfits
Smoking up a big spliff now I'm paranoid
I can feel them moving in my skin underneath my eyelids

Motherfuckers looking at me like I'm the man
with the plan
Gonna need about a whole xan
Brain moving slow got me numb from head to toe
Snort it up and then I go where tho I don't know
Cutthroat blowing smoke
Murders all she fucking wrote in the suicide note
Brain moving slow got me numb from head to toe
Everything feeling cold when I'm buried in the snow

Came up out the bottom
Of the motherfucking lake
And I saw all you motherfuckers fake
Deadboy clique looking like a lunatic
Living dead when I wake at my wake
Pass a fucking plate
I've been feeling great, filling up with hate
Waking up a little too late (wait wait wait)
Got some bad personality traits
A fatality rate, mentality break
Looking in the mirror wishing I could just disappear
Death whisper in my ear
"Nobody wants you here"
So I hope the end is near
Jumping off the highest building
Splattered on the ground with intestines smeared
Same shit different day and I still want to disappear
Numb from a pill and beer
Same shit just a different year and i ain't seeing very clear
Watch me turn into everything you fear

Motherfuckers looking at me like I'm the man
With the plan
Gonna need about a whole xan
Brain moving slow got me numb from head to toe
Snort it up and then I go where tho I don't know
Cutthroat blowing smoke
Murders all she fucking wrote in the suicide note
Brain moving slow got me numb from head to toe
Everything feeling cold when I'm buried in the snow



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Writer(s): Logan Mayer
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