Hands

I've been living in a cycle
Start off good and then I spiral
Around and down
Every day I'm in survival
Holding in my breath and tryin' not to drown

When it gets too loud
I don't trust myself with my own brain
And here we go again

Meditation
Medication
Keep a lid on my frustration
At the edge of all my patience
Live and die for validation
From other people
And what they're saying
Getting high then feeling vain
If I can't love myself for who I am
I'll put happiness in someone else's hands

All the weight upon my shoulders
Gets heavier as i get older
And I am tired

Of looking out instead of looking in
Of thinking love is something I can win
And I, have tried

Meditation
Medication
Keep a lid on my frustration
At the edge of all my patience
Live and die for validation
From other people
And what they're saying
Getting high then feeling vain
If I can't love myself for who I am
I'll put happiness in someone else's hands
Hands
Hands

I don't trust myself with my own brain
And here we go again



Credits
Writer(s): Jenna Marie Bortolotti, Michael Robert Blum
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