what i wish we were

You're still popping up in my Insta feed
You're popping off, I'm an instant fiend
I'm still begging people to pity me
Reminding us of our city streets
I know you and I are not enemies
But you and I are not meant to be, no
But I wish we were
I kinda wish you were mean
I kinda wish you swerved me
I kinda wish you turned me away
From being too annoying
But girl, look where we are
My world is falling apart
And it's all cause of you
And I'm blaming you now
'Cause you tore me apart

You didn't care once for someone who had heart
You didn't care once even though I tried hard
You didn't care not even once
When I gave you everything I had and much more
Much more, I couldn't do much more
You know that you were my world

I still think on the occasion
"Wow, girl, you're just a stranger now"
And I felt impatient
Wow, did I ever hate my options
Face it now, I gotta repay myself
And I fucking hate you now
'Cause now I'm feeling lost without you

Girl, I can't live without you
It's been my life that spins around you
Not been alright, can't hear the right truth
I can't decide, my life, what I should do
Evil lies coming right out of you
Demon eyes, when guys look after you
Now it's time to choose a new avenue
'Cause I know now, it's never been about you
(It's never been about you)

It's always been about me, girl
I say I hate you
But I despise who I used to be
My ego broke down, I was surprised that you were into me
You turned my ugly frown into a feeling that I'm tryna seek
Tryna seek, it's what I wanna be
I think a couple thoughts
And feel the feeling from my memory
I get right in that zone, and I don't wanna move a centimeter
(Not an inch)
But it's a fucking shame that you don't want me

But you don't fucking want me
Yea, and it's left me real salty
It's a shame to think about what we once were
'Cause all the memories will never repeat
(Will never repeat)
But, girl, look where we are
My world is falling apart
And it's all 'cause of you
And I'm blaming you now
'Cause you tore me apart

You didn't care once for someone who had heart
You didn't care once even though I tried hard
You didn't care not even once
When I gave you everything I had and much more
Much more, I couldn't do much more
You know that you were my world
I still think on the occasion
"Wow, girl, you're just a stranger now"
And I felt impatient
Wow, did I ever hate my options
Face it now
I gotta replace you now
'Cause I'm fucking vacant now
And I fucking hate you now
And I fucking-

You were all I wanted
Why did you run from me?
Why did you run away?



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