New Year New Me

Start it off a different way
Compared to every other year
I know that's something I always say
But this time I hope that it's clear
Ain't nothing less in what I talk
And everything more in what I do
I'm trying to make it out the dark
This time I've gotta make it through

Can you hear me?
Hear me start calling
Will you catch me?
Catch me if I start falling
Yeah with no doubt
I'll be standing here and holding
Onto everything that's dear

I wrote my first words now I'm a writer
Took my first trip I'm a rider
I threw my first punch now I'm a fighter
I've come so far I ain't a liar
I don't care if they believe me
All my life never been easy
So fuck all this bullshit about new year new me
To be honest I'm doing me

I'm trying to start on a different note
Something new that I never wrote
May be a mindset that I held before
But evidently one that I never chose
Regardless I'll soldier this rain
When I ain't the same no more, no
No matter the struggle or pain
I know that I'm gonna get through

So can you hear me?
Hear me keep calling
Will you catch me?
Catch me now that I'm falling
Yeah with no doubt
I'll be still here and holding
Onto everything that's dear

I wrote my first words now I'm a writer
Took my first trip I'm a rider
I threw my first punch now I'm a fighter
I've come so far I ain't a liar
I don't care if they believe me
All my life never been easy
So fuck all this bullshit about new year new me
To be honest I'm doing me

Gaining some new perspective
Everything that I've known
Is starting to feel so different
So I'ma go all the way
No matter what I face
Despite all of my mistakes
You were there to help me through

I wrote my first words now I'm a writer
Took my first trip I'm a rider
I threw my first punch now I'm a fighter
I've come so far I ain't a liar (Ain't a liar)
I don't care if they believe me (Believe me)
All my life never been easy (Never been easy)
So fuck all this bullshit about new year new me
To be honest I'm doing me