Another Casualty

I lost myself in San Antonio
I wish I could take it back
Defended you like the Alamo
Like it's all I'll ever have

At the end of my rope
You already know
Push me away
Push me as far as I'll go

I don't want to be another casualty
You never meant that much to me
I've been looking for a way out, but you've thrown away the key
It's a bitter pill to swallow, so, have another drink
Wash down the lies you've sold yourself and wasted on me

At the end of my rope
You already know
Push me away
Push me as far as I'll go
If all I have is all you'll ever know
Use me up before you let me go

I lost my pride in Colorado
I couldn't handle the stress
It goes to show that some secrets are better unkept

I don't want to be another casualty
You never meant that much to me
If love is a transaction, you've always been cheap
I'm fucking tired of being addicted to all the wrong things
I found myself at my weakest
But with you off my chest. I found myself
I found myself

At the end of my rope
You already know
Push me away
Push me as far as I'll go
If all I have is all you'll ever know
Use me up before you let me go