A Dull Ache

I'm losing my friends again
Do I tell myself that it's not the end?
Trapped in my head again
I can't find a reason I should pretend
I've tried for so long
Been left in the dark
With phantoms of your fingers grasping my heart
I wish you could see
These last moments planned
Succumbed to a pain that you can't understand

But these words ring out forever
Spinning circles in my head
Telling me that I deserve this
Telling me I'm better off dead
I waste my time consumed by this ache, but tell me
Why aren't you happy if he's so fucking great?

For every promise broken
For every word unspoken
On every breath I'm choking, begging it ends
Take my hand
Take my life
Drag me into the night
Won't you keep me from feeling because nothing feels right?

This formless pain unnerving
So fucking undeserving
These nightmares so disturbing
I pray it ends
You devour
And you take
All hope shatters and breaks
With a sigh of exhaustion I succumb to the ache



Credits
Writer(s): Where Memories May Rot
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link