Alot Of Times

Now
It was a lot of times when I ain't have nun mane
It was a lot of time when I was down but I always kept my head up I always kept going

Let's go
It was a lot of time when I was hurt & a lot of times when I was down
It was a lot of times I ain't have shit if I jump in the water would you let me drown
It was a lot of time I wasn't up when I ask for help they all let me down
Be the same one suppose to be family when you call on them they nowhere to be found

But it's all cool it's been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust
In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust
Veri keep your head up it's only us
If it's not about money then you need to hush
I ain't gone lie this shit fuck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss

Time after time I be going through lot
Can't ask for help they just gone sit and let you rot
But soon as you up they got they hand in the pot
Spending this with the fam we worked hard for this knot

A lot of times I smoke just to keep me from flashing
A lot of times I smoke just to keep me from crashing
So much self love that's why I drip in fashion
Talk so much to a phone but not about that action

Not gone lie that family word don't mean shit
They just laugh in face but behind be talking shit
I always thought family mean more than shit
Had to realize they not real they gone switch

They switch like the weather
Had peep shit and think more clever
Eyes full of zaza im smoking that pressure
A lot on my back but I make it light like a feather

My dumbass shouldn't never broke bread
Can't blaming niggas most of em misled
They wanna see you on your deathbed
My intentions was always just to get bread

This summer I'm coming out drip like some water
Reason I go hard to put a smile on my daughters
If it ain't about cheese then don't even bother
I be damn I wife something who got a whole roster

But it's all cool been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust
In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust
Veri keep your head up it's only us
If it's not about money then you need to hush
I ain't gone lie this shit fuck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss

Sorry I been in my bag been gone to long but I'm gone spend the time that we lost
What you know about them late night talks to yourself on how to become a boss
It's crazy how you only learn what you was taught
This life a gamble no matter cost
I been to myself I need some time off I'm only 21 just been in my thoughts

It's a lot going through my head & it's a lot going through my mind
Is you gone help me count this bread or you gone help me waste my time
Let me know know so I can leave you behind
Not a lot of people ask me if I'm fine
Not a lot of people ask me if I'm straight and not a lot of people want to see me shine
I'm gone make it regardless I'm ready for whatever I don't care how long it takes
It's okay to mess up in order to get where you going you got to make some mistakes
Every day some new can't even catch a break
Talk behind your back but they smile in your face
It is what it is y'all can just keep talking at the end of the day I'm still gone get paid
It was a lot of time when I was hurt & a lot of times when I was down
It was a lot of times I ain't have shit if I jump in the water would you let me drown
It was a lot of time I wasn't up when I ask for help they all let me down
Be the same one suppose to be family when you call on them they nowhere to be found

But it's all cool it's been like this in the beginning I'm slowly losing my trust
In this life there is no happy ending we just gone live and turn into dust
Veri keep your head up it's only us
If it's not about money then you need to hush
I ain't gone lie this shit fuck me up can't take back what happened no need to dicuss