Spaceman

Lately I don't feel like myself
Feel like I'm going through hell
I try to show that I'm well
But those who know me too well
Say that they notice my stealth and my health seems it's in decline
Can I hit rewind?
Go back to another time
Before this sophomore slump took over my mind
It's been hella hard silencing my demons
Tell me how I can when they sound like me, man.
I been out here tryna pick up all the pieces
Lock them up and then I'll throw away the key 'cause
I know I'm broken but I don't want them to see that
It seems that I might need a reset

I need a little space, man
Time to think, time to clean up my headspace, man
Been thinking I should pack a bag
And disappear without a trace, man
And all I need is just a little space, man

I don't do too good in crowds
I'd rather be found
Somewhere on my own with my head up in the clouds
And my feet up off the ground
Or better yet, on a mission looking down
At the earth spinning 'round
Spinning 'round like the thoughts in my head
It's getting Cold, is this War over yet
Can't keep up this pace
I need a spaceship
Fly me to a place where I can escape this
Cut the transmission, I don't wanna touch base, yeah.
Burn the engines 'til I'm out in deep space, yeah.
And I'll fly back in Discovery of who I am.

I need a little space, man
Time to think, time to clean up my headspace, man
Been thinking I should pack a bag
And disappear without a trace, man
And all I need is just a little space, man

And I'm weighed down by this gravity
And I'll be fine, but I'd rather be
Floating away in space so happily

I need a little space, man
Time to think, time to clean up my headspace, man
Been running for a while
But it feels like I'm running in place, man
And all I need is just a little space

(I'm floating away)
(I'm floating away)

(Ground control to Major Tom)
(Commencing countdown, engines on)
(Check ignition, and may God's love be with you)