Disgusted with Myself

Tilting over like the pictures on your wall
I didn't wanna meet your mom and dad
They didn't like me at all, somehow they liked me, oh
Down the line, it's you and me now that don't get along and
Some things aren't always better than nothing
Your love is like the ocean and I just wanna jump in
Relationships and me, they hardly ever work
I'm just tryna keep my balance, I just keep on slipping first

So, is it annoying, I keep falling?
No, I don't wanna say goodbye
And it keeps slipping in my conscience
You're better off not being alive

Oh, I'm disgusted
I wanna end it all, watch the world turn to dust, bitch
I'm tired of seeing everybody get what they want
When I can't get what I need
I'm on the fucking edge of everything, I just wanna leave

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

So, is it important to you?
'Cause God knows, this shit's important to me
And I lost every part of me, tryna be what they want me to be
There's a war inside my head lately, I just want peace (I just want peace)

So, is it annoying?
I keep falling, can't stand on my two damn feet
I tried a thousand of times, I'm at a thousand and one
I wanna blow my fucking brains, but I don't own a gun
None of this is fun

So, is it annoying, I keep falling?
No, I don't wanna say goodbye
And it keeps slipping in my conscience
You're better off not being alive

Oh, I'm disgusted
I wanna end it all, watch the world turn to dust, bitch
I'm tired of seeing everybody get what they want
When I can't get what I need
I'm on the fucking edge of everything, I just wanna leave

Oh-oh-oh-oh (I just wanna leave)
Oh, I'm on the fucking edge of everything (I just wanna leave)
I just wanna leave
Oh, I'm on the fucking edge of everything, I just wanna leave